Fact: sitting at home alone is not very fun
Fact: sitting at home alone is very entertaining
Fact: that was doublethink
Thought: i believe boredom is my worst enemy
Truth: boredom is my biggest inspiration
Temporary truth: my legs are asleep
Fact: i'm trying piano lessons
Fact: i fail-blog at piano
Fact: i need a new camera as to take wonderful photographs with
Fact: i also need a new cell phone
Fact: i'm grounded for a week
Fact: i'm getting paid to sleep.... technically
Truth: i miss being social
Truth: i broke my promise... 4 times...
Truth: i believe everybody knows when they look at me
Truth: i'm afraid to look at myself in the mirror
Thought: i believe i've changed beyond the point of returning
Fact: i'm too scared to tell
Truth: i need to tell
Fact: i lost my sanity the day i lost you
Truth: i'm not sure i want it back anymore for fear of losing it again.
Fact: its getting worse
Fact: the blood on the wall proves it
Fact: i need more medication
Fact: i hate my medication
Fact: i have a therapist again
Fact: i've never met her